Sunday, November 22, 2009

SOMETIMES...

Sometimes, I miss all the things that money can buy;
a holiday away from the maddening crowd,



then I remember that it would be the solitude I seek
and not the place I pick
.

Contemplation in solitude is free and God-given,
it is wherever I want to find it
in my prayers
in my supplication in the still silence of the night.





Sometime i miss...
the music from an expensive stereo set
or a full orchestra
then I hear the sounds of the birds chirping in the early morning light





the cooing of the pigeon that fly low in search of food




the call of the azan 5 times daily from the nearby mosque



the recital of the holy verses from the mouth of a child



and I remember that this is all the music my soul needs.


Sometimes I think of...
the bright lights and the fast paced city life,




always wanting more,
always wanting something better;
fancy clothes and expensive restaurants


Then I remember that time travels fast enough as it is
that no matter how expensive the food, you can only eat your fill.
that all what matters now, will one day be left behind
that in the dark and silent world of the grave
what counts is how you fared as a servant of your Master



Sometimes I crave for...
the attention, the passionate embrace of a lover
then I remember that everybody leaves everybody sometime or another
that the only enduring love is that of God for His creations,
that this is truly love in its purest from,
never ending, never fading, all embracing, all consuming.
And that is all the love that I need.


I'm just human and sometimes I forget that I'm truly blessed.


photo credits to deviations from deviant art

18 comments:

Queenie said...

Why GOD Gave Us Friends

GOD knew that everyone needs
Companionship and cheer,
He knew that people need someone
Whose thoughts are always near.

He knew they need someone kind
To lend a helping hand.
Someone to gladly take the time
To care and understand.

GOD knew that we all need someone
To share each happy day,
To be a source of courage
When troubles come our way.

Someone to be true to us,
Whether near or far apart.
Someone whose love we'll always
Hold and treasure in our hearts.

That's Why GOD Gave Us Friends!

Cat-from-Sydney said...

Aunty Anne,
It's true that we should all count our blessings...daily if not every second. purrr....meow!

Naz in Norway said...

Salam Kak Anne,
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away." Hmmm... I love Maya Angelou...

Unknown said...

salam gg..some place you got here..and thoroughly enjoyed the violin piece..hopped in from lili..and you have a way with words, lady..I like it..
salam aidiladha..

anneaziz said...

Pak mat,

Salam aidil adha to you. TQ for dropping by. Thx lili.

Glad you enjoy my musing,

Good friend of uncle Lee, eh? He's my fave uncle in all of canada!

anneaziz said...

Salam Naz,

I'm no Maya Angelou..but those are beautiful words!

Salam raya!

anneaziz said...

Dear Cat,

Salam Raya, purr purr meow meow...

Count our blessing, count our herring! Meow!

anneaziz said...

Thanks QJ

Salam aidil adha...

YOU'VE GOT A FRIEND IN ME TOO!

Queenie said...

Salam anne,
u ok ker? naper kejap timbui kejap tenggelam hek?
I bukan saja setakat kawan bahkan teman, sahabat and...
boleh kongsi apa jua...

anneaziz said...

Tq QJ,

Mungkin satu hari semuanya akan terserlah..

Mungkin...

Queenie said...

The evening starts out quiet
As quiet as ever could be
But suddenly a stormy night
Becomes a reality
The clouds dump out tons of rain
And it falls so very fast
Then suddenly it's clear again
And you see the moon at last

There's so much mystery about the sky
About its ever changing moods
But most people don't realize
Maybe clouds have feelings, too.

When they're sad, they cry,
And it falls on us as rain
When they're happy, they're white
And the tears stay away

So next time you look outside
And the sky is no longer blue
Don't get mad, just understand
Maybe clouds have feelings, too.

anneaziz said...

QJ,

I understand tq.

CS said...

Salam.. Hope u r doing fine beyond the blue yonder ... (ehh, sesuai ke?)

Queenie said...

anne..
I rindu nak gaduh2 n perang2 ngan u taw, jom lah kuar2...dok nyorok jer tak elok taw...

u nk sambal tempoyak ker? ala...cakap jer lar...insyaAllah I akan usahakan... or smbal petai? asal jgn buah kupang tu eh? tattahan bauw...

or...perangai ktorang tak dtgkan pahala eh?

anneaziz said...

CS,

Blues tu tak nak jugak turn purple! Puas dah I add in red...masih dok blues jugak!


QJ,

Rindu nak gaduh ngan i eh? OK, ok (sambil menyinsing lengan baju kedah!)

Sikit jer lagi....nanti kita gaduh2 ok?

Lee said...

Hello AnneAziz, waaa, hari ni pulak very sentimental....but nice...yes, nothing like music to sooth, calm our nerves, whatever.
Incidentally to really listen to good music, if you don't own one yet, get a Bose sensurround system, the Mercedes of audios.

And if your Bank manager on first name basis with you, instal a Mark Levinson system.....make a glass of ice cocoa, kick up your feet, relax, you'll see 2 moons, ha ha.
Have a great week, best regards, Lee.

Queenie said...

psst anne..
waa....Uncle Lee punya bahasa melayu sudah banyak bagus kan?

habis lar kita tak boleh ngumpat2 dia lagi....whuaaa!!!!

anneaziz said...

(Uncle) Lee,

Musim hujan and banjir kat Malaysia... tu sebab ada sikit sentimental...

TQ for a mighty fine suggestion to chase the blues away...lagi best kalau lying on your stomache and someone giving a body massage using scented oil... (wink*)At a Spa la!


QJ,

Itu bahasa mengayat la! Biasa la!