Monday, September 27, 2010

Phobia

It's been so long!!!

I've always enjoyed `putting pen to paper' . So it is kind of weird why I let it go for so long.

Sometimes the thoughts that flow like a raging river in my mind does not allow me to calmly and sanely express myself.

When I feel like I am obliged to do anything, I shy away or rather go across the grain...becoming unexpected and unpredictable, out of choice rather than being forced into any uncomfortable position. Sometimes hating myself in the process because I yearn for the human touch at the same time.

Am I making sense with all this gibberish talk, or does anyone think that coming of age at 49 is just way too late?

Questions, questions and more questions...will we ever find answers to our questions?

11 comments:

Unknown said...

salam az..:) yes, you r making lots of sense to me..it is not writer's block,..it is blogger's block..but,relax..just enjoy the freedom of not blogging..and welcome back..

anneaziz said...

Salam Pakmat,

Thank you.

Alas! Sometimes wisdom does not commensurate with age!

I enjoyed the freedom for the last 5 months...now hopefully I'm back in business!

Cat-from-Sydney said...

Aunty Anne,
You're still young! I didn't blog for about a year...then made a comeback. SO, five months? I'm still here for you... purrr....meow!

anneaziz said...

Hahaha Cat!

Long time no meowww meoww eh?

Thank you , you made my day...young at 49 , hahaha, that's gonna make me sleep easy tonight....

Pls share, why did you stop and what made your comeback?

Fadhil said...

And I thought being away from blogging for one month plus was a long time...

Hmmm... only 49 ye..

anneaziz said...

Oldstock,

Yes only 49...you made me feel 49 is not so old and ripe after all...TQ! TQ!

CS said...

Salam Anne

I dah hantar mood berblogging diangin lalu. You dah terima lum?? :-)

kak ja said...

laaaa... baru sedaq yg kekandaku ini BARU 49..

CS said...

Kalau kandanya BARU 49, tentu ADINDAnya laaaaagi muda, kan Anne/Ja kan?

Lee said...

Hi Anneaziz, just dropped by say hello.
Hey! 49 is the prime...you still young!
And mature ladies this age anytime can put SYTs in back pocket. I say so, ha ha.

Have a nice day,Lee.

Lee said...

Hi Anneaziz, I guess we all do have these slow downs once awhile.
For me I call it 'naik angin', ha ha.
Your mention of '49'? You have reach the most beautiful part of a woman's life.
Women at this age move their beauty to their hearts.
And today's women above 50 can anytime put SYTs in their back pockets.

So have fun, and keep a song in your heart, Lee.